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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

OKAY ITS BEEN A WEEK AND ONE DAY...

I AM GETTING BETTER EVERYDAY !!! OR THATS WHAT I AM STICKING TO ANYWAY!! NO REALLY I AM DOING GOOD, HAVING A ROUGH TIME WITH MY ANTI DEPRESSANTS OR I SHOULD SAY THE LACK OF THEM, STILL WORKING WITH DOCTORS ON THAT NOTE; AND THE MENTAL PART OF FOOD IS OVERWHELMING, I AM CRAVING EVERYTHING AND I KNOW THAT I AM FULL SINCE I HAVE FILLED MY POUCH TO THE BRIM SO I KNOW ITS ALL MENTAL BUT ITS STILL EVERY HARD!!! FOOD IS EVERYWHERE!! I WILL SURVIVE OR I WILL EITHER CHEW MY OWN ARM OFF, CRY MY OWN RIVER OR KILL SOMEONE AND BURY THEM IN THE BACKYARD!! LOL!! KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS AS I AM NEEDING ALL OF THE STRENGTH I CAN GET!! TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GREAT DAY EVEN IF THERE IS THIS UGLY WHITE STUFF ON THE GROUND!! WHERE OH WHERE IS THE SUN AND THE HEAT!!!

3 comments:

wolffx5 said...

Oh my god it's so good to "hear" your voice. I can hear it everytime I have ever read anything you write. Emails, blogs, whatever. I have been thinking about you everyday and am sorry I haven't told you before now. I'm glad you are getting better. Hopefully it will go quick. And if you chew your arm off take a picture...I'm into sick shit like that! Hee hEE!! Love ya'

Anonymous said...

Only Amy would tell you to take a picture!!! Love it!!! Glad to hear you are doing better!! You've been on my mind!! Can't wait to see you up and around and feeling gooooooddd baby!!! Sooner than later!!! :)

xoxox

Unknown said...

Hey baby :) So glad to hear you sounding better... you'll get there and you'll look back at all this with a huge smile :)
Can't wait to see ya Friday ...