WELL THE DANG RAIN IS BACK, AND I JUST HATE IT!!!! I WANT SUN 24/7!!!! ITS ONLY TUESDAY AND MY WEEK HAS BEEN RUN RUN RUN KINDA WEEK ALREADY. YESTERDAY, I HAD TO MEET WITH THE DIETIAN, GO OVER MY CURRENT DIET AND THE TWO WEEK FAST I WILL HAVE TO GO THRU PRIOR TO SURGERY. I HAVE ONE MORE DOCTOR APPT, THURSDAY, FOR THE MENTAL EVALUATION AND THEN I AM OFFICIALLY WAITING ON INSURANCE. SO IF I COULD ASK A SMALL FAVOR, PLEASE PUT OUT A SMALL PRAYER FOR ME OUT THERE AND THAT THE INSURANCE AGREES TO PAY FOR IT ALL. I NEED THIS SURGERY AND I NEED THEM TO COVER IT ALL!!! SO PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!! THANK YOU!! I ALSO MET WITH MY NORMAL DOCTOR AND WENT OVER MY CURRENT MEDS TO SEE WHICH ONES CAN BE PUT IN A LIQUID FORM FOR A FEW MONTHS SINCE I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SWALLOW PILLS. SO I LEFT MY LIST WITH HIM AND NOW I WAIT TO SEE WHAT HE AND THE PHARMACY COME UP WITH. BOY OH BOY!!!
I THEN GOT HOME LAST NIGHT AND FOUND OUT MY DAUGHTER SKIPPED SCHOOL AGAIN YESTERDAY; SHE SAID THAT SHE NEEDED TO BE AWAY FROM SCHOOL AND NEEDED SOME ALONE TIME TO GRIEVE. NICOLE HAD A FRIEND THAT WAS KILLED IN A MOTORCYCLE ACCIDENT TWO YEARS AGO YESTERDAY AND IT HAS BEEN VERY HARD ON HER TO ACCEPT AND MOVE ON. I HAVE EXPLAINED TO HER THAT JAMES WOULD BE IN HER HEART WHETHER SHE IS IN SCHOOL OR OUT ON THE BALL FIELD OR SITTING AT A FRIENDS THAT HE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH HER NO MATTER WHERE SHE IS. WELL AGAIN SHE DOESN'T THINK I UNDERSTAND HER PAIN. WELL I DO, I HAVE LOST SEVERAL FRIENDS OVER THE YEARS AND THE PAIN STILL SITS IN MY HEART BUT THAT I DON'T LET IT TAKE MY LIFE OVER. I CONTINUE TO MOVE ON DAY BY DAY!!! I HAVE TOLD HER THAT I WOULD HAVE RATHER HER ASKED TO STAY HOME THEN HAVE ME DROP HER OFF ONLY TO WALK RIGHT BACK OUT THE BACK DOOR OF THE SCHOOL. SO I AM NOT GOING TO EXCUSE HER BEING ABSENT SO NOW I AM NOT SURE WHAT THE SCHOOL WILL DO WITH HER. I NEED A BREAK, NICOLE HAS PUSHED EVERY BUTTON I HAVE AND I CAN'T DEAL WITH HER BS ANYMORE!!! I PRAY GOD WILL SHED LIGHT ON ME AND GUIDE ME THRU . I LOVE HER TO PIECES BUT GEEZ WILL SHE EVER GET PAST THIS AND REALIZE WHAT SHE IS DOING NOT ONLY TO HERSELF, HER FUTURE BUT HER PARENTS.
WELL THIS BLOG GOT WAY OUT OF HAND, SORRY ABOUT THAT, I WILL BRING IT TO A CLOSE FOR NOW, TAKE CARE AND TRY TO HAVE A NICE DAY!!!
PEACE OUT AND THANKS FOR ALL OF THE COMMENTS LAST WEEK, I LOVE HEARING FROM EACH OF YOU!!!
JENNIFER :(
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5 comments:
Prayers are going up for you. I'm glad to see that your surgery is progressing along. I know you want it as much as you need it so I will also send up some prayers for that. Keep a smile on your face cause you give a lot of us a happy smile just knowing you. You are a great person so keep your chin up and keep smiling people will wonder what your up so. :)
I can't believe it is almost time for that surgery already! I know you have been waiting forever and it will be here before you know it! What grade is she in again?
Keeppin my fingers crossed for ya!!!
As far as Nicoleee.... I will beat her silly ..lol you know I will... I know the grieving is not the best however try and make her talk and with that hopefully she will let out her feelings too.
hugs to ya!!!
Gracious.....it just never seems to end for you, does it? Saying a prayer that the ins. comes through for the surgery.
As for Nicole....I have nothing to advise, as I haven't been there yet. I've been in Nicole's shoes, but for much different reasons. Anyway, just love her the best you can and let her take her lumps at school. I'm glad you're not excusing her absence.
Hang in there!!!!
Praying right along with everyone else that the insurance will come through for you!!! It sounds like Nicole is going to give you grief right up until the time school is out for the summer........soooo sorry!!!! Like one person said, try to keep your chin up!! We all love you and know you can make it through this!!
Michielle
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