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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

WELL ITS WEDNESDAY...

ANOTHER DAY OUT THE WINDOW. I STILL HAVEN'T MANAGED TO MAKE IT DOWNSTAIRS TO MY SCRAPROOM. OKAY, HERE IS THE DEAL, ITS DOWNSTAIRS AND I JUST DONT LIKE TO BE DOWN THERE BY MYSELF AND I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO PICKING UP THE MESS DOWN THERE. I HAVE GOT TO FORCE MYSELF AND I KNOW IT, I JUST WANT TO WHINE!!!

WELL NOTHING NEW HERE. STILL STRUGGLING WITH THE NO POP THING. GOOD NEWS, I HAVEN'T KILLED ANYONE FROM HAVING THE LACK OF CAFFINE YET. I ACTUALLY MISS IT!!! OR I SHOULD SAY MY BRAIN MISSES IT!!! I HAVE MY CLASS TONIGHT, #4, AND I HAVE BEEN RECORDING WHAT I HAVE BEEN EATING AND MERCY NO WONDER I AM STARVING. FRUITS, VEGETABLES, AND A LITTLE BIT OF PROTEIN. WOW, I THINK THEY WANT TO KILL ME BEFORE SURGERY. I KNOW ITS SUPPOSED TO HELP PREPARE ME, I AM JUST WHINING AGAIN.

WELL I HAVE KINDA TOLD LEROY ABOUT MY SURGERY, KINDA. HE FINALLY ASKED ABOUT THESE CLASSES I HAVE BEEN TAKING. SO I TOLD HIM AND I REALLY DON'T THINK HE WAS LISTENING. CAUSE I GOT ABSOLUTELY NO RESPONSE...GOOD OR BAD!!! MAYBE I'LL TRY TO TALK TO HIM AGAIN LATER. HE HAS TO KNOW, BUT I DON'T WANT HIM TO KILL AT ME; "JENNIFER, ITS JUST A QUICK FIX!!!" "JENNIFER, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REDO MY RACE CAR IF YOU SPEND THAT KINDA OF MONEY ON A SURGERY TO MAKE YOU NOT FAT ANYMORE!!" "JENNIFER, JUST STOP EATTING AND RUN AROUND THE BLOCK, THE FAT WILL COME OFF!" OKAY SO SEE WHY I AM IN HURRY TO TELL HIM. HE MEANS WELL BUT HES SO HARSH! AND HE HAS NEVER HAD A WEIGHT ISSUE. HE JUST SUCKS!!!


HAVE ANY OF MY FELLOW BLOG READERS DONE THE GASTRIC BYPASS SURGERY, KNOW ANYONE THAT DID IT, HOW DID YOU OR YOUR FRIEND TELL THEIR SPOUSE?? I AM OPEN FOR SUGGESTIONS. AND BEFORE YOU SAY IT... HE'LL NEVER GO TO A CLASS TO ASK QUESTIONS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. THAT WOULD BE COMPLETELY OUT OF THE QUESTION!!!

SO NOW THAT I HAVE BORED YOU AND MYSELF, TAKE THE REST OF THE DAY AND RELAX,

JENNIFER

5 comments:

Christie said...

You could just throw caution to the wind and ask him to read your blog! Or mention that maybe your health is more important than a race car...Ok, I know I am not helping, but I want you to know I am proud of you and you can do this, with or without his support! Hang in there and think of how happy you will be when you are a mere reflection of your former self!

Liz S said...

Maybe he doesn't want you to lose the weight? Maybe he likes his BIG MAMA? and he just doesn't know how to tell you that! Maybe he's terrified that when you are skinny and gorgeous, instead of shapely and gorgeous, that you'll leave him for some hot stud!!! WOO HOO or maybe you're just right and he is a little shit!!! LOL

I would just sit him down, turn off the tv and radio, don't make him look at you men don't like that kind of intimacy, and just tell him you and the DOCTOR think the surgery is a good idea. It's the best thing for your health, body and mind. Maybe if you blamed it all on the doctor he wouldn't gripe so much. again hahaha he's a man they always gripe.

Just tell him and don't let him talk you out of it. DO THIS FOR YOURSELF!!! YOU DESERVE IT!!!!!!!!!! Garth would really like it too!

Love ya

*Chelle* said...

Jen, I agree with Christie. Have him read your blog. You are so honest and truthful to us readers that maybe this could be a way for him to "get it" and understand where you are coming from.

I always have you in my thoughts and prayers. Your all around health and just you in general are so very dear to me. Your happiness is what matters. He should know this.

Oh, and ya!! YOU are so VERY MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THAN A RACE CAR!!!!!

Luv ya, Sister!!

Summer said...

Jennifer I am SOOO PROUD that you are doing what you need to do for YOU!!! AS Moms, wifes, daughters, granddaughters, etc... we don't think of putting ourselves first. We naturally think of everyone else. How can we help others. If this is something you want to do, then DO IT!!! Do it for YOU!!! You deserve to do something for you!! If Leroy doesn't get it just yet. I am sure he will when he notices how happy & beautimus you are!!! Not that you aren't now. Just a different state of happy & beautimuss. If he doesn't notice than he's really missing out on someone special!!

Anonymous said...

Girl don't talk your self out of this. You deserve to be happy, healthy, more beautiful(you are beautiful now)so try to let him know but if he doesn't he will when you our a skinny hot mama. Then you can say see I told you this would be better than a race car. Just know I am here for ya anytime. If he gives you to much !@#$ we will show him how it feels to be whipped into shape by some girly girls. Chin up and smile cause all your friends and rooting for you.