WELL ITS OFFICIAL.....

I AM MORBID OBESE!!! THATS RIGHT FOLKS.. I AM A FAT COW!!! IT IS NOW OFFICIALLY WRITTEN ON PAPER IN MY OH SO HUGE (AND GROWING) MEDICAL CHART. I WENT FOR MY PRE SURGERY PHYICIAL YESTERDAY AND I HAVE 44 % BMI. THATS ALMOST HALF OF MY BODY CONTENT IS FAT!!! HIS SCALE SAID I ONLY WEIGHED A MERE 251 LBS AND THAT I AM 5'6". MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON ME OR ONE HELL OF A STAPLE GUN SO I CAN STAPLE MY MOUTH SHUT!!! NO REAL SURPRISE TO ME, I HAVE BEEN PREPARED FOR THIS FOR A WHILE, ITS JUST NEVER EASY TO HEAR "MORBID OBESE!" THOUGH. WELL THE DOCTOR GAVE ME SOME THINGS I HAVE TO GET DONE BEFORE MARCH 6TH (THATS WHEN MY CLASSES START), I HAVE TO HAVE MORE LAB WORK DONE, NOT TO MUCH MORE, I HAVE TO HAVE MY TATAS SQUEEZED, OUCH, I HAD ALWAYS HOPED TO HAVE HAD THOSE REMOVED OR REDUCED BEFORE I HAD THAT DONE, I AM AFRAID, I HAVE HEARD ITS A PAINFUL PROCEDURE!!! I HAVE TO HAVE SOME PAPERWORK SIGNED BY MY FAMILY DOCTOR SAYING HE AGREES TO TREAT ME BEFORE AND AFTER THE PROCEDURE, HOPEFULLY THAT WON'T BE A PROBLEM, I HAVE TO HAVE A PHYSCO TEST DONE, I HAVE TRIED TELLING THEM I AM CRAZY BUT THEY APPARENTLY NEED TO HAVE IT OFFICIALLY DONE. WHAT... DO THEY NOT BELEIVE ME?????? AND THEN THIS DOCTOR HAS TO TALK TO MY PSOSARSIS DOCTOR ABOUT THE MEDICINE I AM ON, SINCE IT MESSES WITH MY IMMUNE SYSTEM THEY ARE AFRAID IF THEY CUT ON ME I MAY NOT HEAL LIKE I SHOULD. WOULDN'T YOU KNOW, MY PSOSARIS IS ALWAYS INTERFERING WITH SOMETHING IN MY LIFE. WELL SOUNDS LIKE A LOT TO DO, BUT ITS GOING TO GO REAL FAST NOW HOPEFULLY. GOD WILLING!!! SO ANY EXTRA PRAYERS FOR ME WOULD BE APPRECIATED!!!

ON TO OTHER SUBJECTS, I STILL HAVEN'T BEGUN PACKING MY ROOM YET. I HAVE BEEN HOPING IT WILL PACK ITSELF. NO SUCH LUCK YET. MAYBE TONIGHT!!

TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GREAT DAY,

JENNIFER:)