GOOD MORNING LADIES & GENTS (IF THEY ARE ANY MEN REALLY READING THIS), I AM NEEDING SOME HELP TODAY. I NEED DIVINE INTERVENTION OR SOMETHING. AS MANY OF YOU KNOW, MY LIFE IS LIKE A CONSTANT BAD ROLLER COASTER RIDE. WELL DAMN IT I DON'T WANT TO RIDE ANYMORE!!! I HATE TO BE SUCH A DOWNER, BUT I AM SO SICK OF BEING SICK. AS MANY OF YOU KNOW, I SUFFER WITH SEVERAL DIFFERENT ALIGNMENTS, FROM HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE TO SEVERE PSOSARSIS,DEPRESSION, OBESITY TO MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS, JUST TO MENTION A FEW. I KNOW THAT THIS SEEMS PETTY SINCE THERE ARE WORSE THINGS I COULD BE SUFFERING FROM BUT I AM JUST TIRED OF SUFFERING. I HAVE BEEN TO SEVERAL DOCTORS, BEEN THRU WAY TO MANY DRUG TREATMENTS, (CURRENTLY TAKING 13 PILLS A DAY)AND I AM TRULY WORE OUT FROM IT ALL. I AM NEEDING SOMETHING TO CHANGE IN MY LIFE SO THATS WHY I BLOG TO YOU TODAY; I AM NOT A CHURCH GOING KINDA GIRL, I DO BELEIVE IN GOD AND KNOW MY PLACE WITH HIM, I JUST DON'T THINK SOMETIMES HE'S LISTENING TO ME. SO I AM ASKING YOU MY FRIENDS, TO PLEASE TALK TO HIM FOR ME, AND LET HIM KNOW I AM TIRED OF BEING SICK ALL OF THE TIME. I REALLY NEED HIM TO LISTEN THIS TIME SO I THOUGHT IF WE GAINED UP ON HIM MAYBE SOMETHING WOULD CHANGE.
I KNOW THIS IS NOT A NORMAL BLOG FOR ME, BUT I AM REACHING OUT TO MY SCRAPBOOK FRIENDS FOR AN EXTRA PUSH TO GET ME THRU THIS. AGAIN I KNOW I SOUND LIKE A WHINER, AND THEY ARE OTHERS IN OUR SCRAPBOOK WORLD THAT SUFFER FROM SEVERAL THINGS AS WELL AND MAYBE IF WE TAKE A MOMENT FOR THEM AS WELL, MAYBE WE ALL WILL GET BETTER.
PLEASE UNDERSTAND, I LOVE THE NEW FRIENDS I HAVE MADE, I LOVE BEING ME, I LOVE BEING THE CRAZY ONE YOU ALL KNOW ME BEST FOR, I AM JUST NEEDING A PUSH.
OKAY THIS IS SUCH A SILLY SAD BLOG, BUT I HOPE YOU ALL CAN UNDERSTAND , I NEEDED SOMETHING. EVEN IF IT WAS TO TYPE IT OUT SO I FELT BETTER OR SOMETHING.
AGAIN I AM SORRY, TO BE SUCH A DOWNER,
JENNIFER :(
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11 comments:
Ok Jennifer,
SNAP OUT OF IT!!! Feel better now?
Ha Ha
Sorry to hear you're having such a rough time of it. Just remember you're never given more than He thinks you can handle (even though sometimes it feels like it)
This weekend should hopefully help pull you out of the Funk you're in. If not call me and we'll medicate you with Strawberry Marg.
I heard on the radio the other day, that when it gets really rough, PRAISE GOD, because your faith is REAL, you wouldn't be being attacked or challenged if someone wasn't feeling threatened by your faith, You are in my prayers, and I LOVE YA SISTER!!!
Hey there-
I just wanted to let you know that I have totally been there, and I completely understand what you are feeling like. I may not have quite as many ailments as you, but at one point, they did not have a clue what was wrong with me and my life was a total and complete disaster. Really--I will tell you at crop camp and you can think, ok, well she is only a partial disaster now, so things have to get better! lol. Seriously, you are sick and tired of being sick and tired, and I am praying for you! I will have to play the Cross Canadian Ragweed song about that for you at camp. But seriously, you will get through this. YOU WILL. And things will get better even when you feel like it is not possible. You are an incredible, strong woman, (even if you don't feel strong)! Look at all you have been through and survived with God's help and a little help from your friends, and know that you will survive this too. Heck, look at MK and how much better she is doing--there is hope and help out there, and you will get through this! We all love you and we will all pray for you! I will see you at camp. Chickie Christie
Hey Jennifer,
When I'm having tough times and not sure if God's hearing me or if I'M hearing him...I start praying the Serenity Prayer..it helps me and lifts my spirits..here it is..
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next. Amen.
Girlie, you are in my prayers & thoughts! You have so many women that love you and are here for you!
Hey Jen, I too suffer from some 'ailments'. Some days are better than others........you're just having a really bad day today!! Let's hope that tomorrow will be better and that you'll feel like you can handle things better!!! I'm putting a special prayer in for you. God hears you, keep praying :)
FRIEND - I am SO sorry that life bites for you right now! God will never give you more than you can handle...I PROMISE!!! Come to the attic - you KNOW thats a happy place :) And, dont forget this weekend.... fun stuff always happens @ Crop Camp :) We love ya! Holler if you need anything!
Praying for you Chickee and lots of prayers your way. The one thing that has made me not dwell on my disease is to always see the positive in everything. There is always a positive and sometimes its hard to find it but you can I promise. We will have soo much fun this weekend you wont be able to contain yourself I PROMISE. If the trailer is a rockin.... you know the rest
Sorry to hear you’re having a down day. I will pray for better days and relief from your ailments. God will not give you more than you can handle. Keep your chin up and look up through out your day. Please do try to learn to sleep with your machine. (Your day sounds like many of my days) You will feel much better. After I finally found the right size and shape mask that I could handle I have more energy, don’t hurt as much each day, am not as depress as much or as often. It was hard for me to learn to sleep with it but I was at the bottom of my pot and I had to do something. I am not saying it is a 100 % cure but it sure helps all the way around. Don’t feel bad about trying different mask. They may try to tell you that they know best but they don’t have to sleep with it. I am a plus size girl but I use a petite size mash. Don’t ask me I don’t get that. That is the only petite thing I have or they have them mask sized all wrong. JI tried about 6 different mask about a week each before I found one I could stand then it took me another 2 weeks to really sleep good. I am praying for you.
Have fun, relax and enjoy crop camp.
P.S. Did your daughter get her job?
JENNIFER LYNN!!! OMG!!! I am sooo going to hug you!!! Yeah yeah.. whata freeky-beeoch I am... and thennnnn....
I WILL KICK YOU!!! You know whenthe going gets rough the rough get going...I know he hears you hunny... you are my best friend and I will make us some sketti and have a mudslide... OMG.. AM I THE CAUSE??? OMG... AWHHHAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWW AUUUGHHHAAWWAHHHHHHHHHHH Now seriously... we all are here for you ... I am here for you... It will get better I promise!!!!
luv ya babycakes!!!!
All I have to say is, I WUV YOU!!!! I don't like to see my sis cry and be sad. I'll be home soon and we'll have to make time to spend together, the three of us!!! Keri make sgetti and I'll make us a yummy sinfully good dessert!!! Talk to you soon, hun!!
Hope your having a better day. You can do it. Just put one foot in front of the other. I'm praying for ya.
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